Wow, that was really heavy. I am so grateful to the community here for helping me out. I still have no idea how to relate to Jon's death and literally every single thing he left behind I've pondered what to do with it way too much. But the comments I've gotten, and the whole way this went down, healed me up a little bit. And the person who bought the jacket actually sent me $100 ( at least I think it was her ) even tho it went for less! Blew my mind. So as I drove away from Jon's house, after taking care of the morgue and the cleaners and the cops and the ambulance, in Jon's car, I stopped to gas it up, and when I got back in, turned on the radio. And the very first words I heard were: "You don't know what you got 'til it's gone..." So there you go. Lots of love to everybody and enjoy whatever it is you got, cuz you got it.